God is up to Something!
Even though I write this prematurely, there is no denying the fact that God is indeed up to something as only He can do.
Three weeks ago, I texted a Liberty friend of mine who was in my dorm freshman year, who was also from NC, who we have loosely kept in contact with throughout our college career and after. She is a runner and a lover of Jesus, with a heart for the nations found in Africa as she is the official sponsor of a precious child there whom she has ministered to and loved and shared the gospel with numerous times. We met up two years ago at a coffee shop as I bought her Macbook Air, in which is the same that I am typing this on because she was raising money to go back to Africa to see her little boy. Her husband, who was in my brother dorm freshman year, is a student pastor at a church in Raleigh/Cary and she told me of his heart and passion. I told her then that I would love to have him come and speak for our DNow weekend, but it would not be for a while.
That opportunity came up this year as I am trying to plan DNow, so I contacted her and him by extension. He is working to clear it with his senior pastor right now and he emailed me back on Monday. He asked if I had settled on a theme yet and I told him not at the time, but hopefully and prayerfully by the end of the week, I would have something. It was one of those lines that us ministers like to use that sound good and Godly, but we know we are not really meaning what we say.
Since I said it, I decided to look at the curriculum for DNow as I have not really had the time to do so, nor have I had the mindset to do so. I was not prepared for what God was about to do.
I have prayed maybe once or twice since talking to them for God to move in our hearts now and show up like He did last year during DNow, that students would see Him, and that they would come to know Him as Savior and Lord. I prayed that God would work in the details and He would set the way and go before. As we started 2018, God asked me the question, “What are you trusting me to do in your life in 2018?” One of my answers to that is for two specific students to be saved and to come to know Him. Another was that He would use the influence I have for His good and glory as He has given me other students to minister to through FCA and just being in the community. Can I say, God answers prayers, even the ones we muster and half-heartily mean?
So what did God do? He showed up! He started paving a way!
This past Sunday during youth, I was closing my lesson on “Love is eternal and not earthly/temporal” and said that God’s love for us is eternal and nothing is able to separate us, especially our sin. I alluded to Luke 15:11-32, the parable of the Prodigal Son, and how God is the father in the story, sitting and waiting for us to come home, to come back to Him, even though we messed up and sinned against Him. When the Father sees us coming, he runs to us and welcomes us back home and treats us like the sons of God that we are, while the stench of sin is still on us. I then told the students that I needed to teach on the Prodigal Son since I have not done that for them, because it is one of my favorite parables thanks to Chrysalis.
Then Monday came with his email and me looking at curriculum. When I looked at the new one “This Changes Everything” I saw that the small groups were focusing on our life before Christ, Christ coming, and now what we are left to do since Christ came. I thought this was good and can be spun to show how we are to live our lives as a changed people; a redeemed people, and living like Christ wants us to live because the gospel does in fact change everything about us. Then I looked at the large group outline. The first session was in Luke 15. I reasoned, “ok cool. Many possibilities.” It taught on the Prodigal Son. “Alright, that’s funny because of what I said last night at youth. I’m sure it’s a one session thing.” I scroll down to session 2-4 and find to my surprise and God’s laughter that all of the large group lessons are centered and about the Prodigal Son! I immediately jumped up and called one of my dear friends and then called one of my students since she was there and heard what I said. They were both excited! God chose my curriculum for me.
Oh, do not count God out yet! To make sure that I understood CLEARLY, God showed off and got my attention again today. First, in my book reading, my professor mentions the Prodigal passage. Happenstance. No big deal. Nothing that set me off the deep end. I had FCA today and I had asked the male minister helping me to teach. So he did and as we sat down and he began, he asked us to turn to none other than Luke 15 because he taught this lesson two weeks ago. Again, he could be talking about the lost sheep, the lost coin, so I was not out of my seat just yet. Then he said, we will start in verse 11 and began to explain the Prodigal Son parable. I almost left the room. I was staring hard at my student whom I called on Monday and told about this Prodigal connection to see if she realized the awesome God thing that was happening. She did. I was beyond floored at the Lord for doing this, knowing that I did not talk to the male minister beforehand about what to teach on or to ask him what he was teaching on. It was all a God thing.
So I went to the library to finish my school work, but before I started, I wanted to listen to a song that has been on my heart and in my head all week. I had first heard it when I was sick last week on the NewSpring service and then my Pandora played it on Tuesday. I wrote it down and started looking at the lyrics and chords. Today as I was driving to FCA, I had it on repeat and just had to listen to it again and again. I saw a video with the title, “Should churches sing Reckless Love?” I had to click on it and as I watched the discussion of why we should sing this very song that has been on repeat in my life, they started addressing the Scripture in the song. One of the lines in the chorus is “leaves the 99” which is the parable of the lost sheep from Luke 15. Why I didn’t catch that before (I knew the parable and understood the reference and even appreciated it in the song) specifically was made known to me in their next discussion point because if I had realized the Luke 15 connection, this moment would not have been as sweet. The worship leaders then said that the same line and connotation is found in the Prodigal Son parable a few verses down from the lost sheep parable and starts discussing it!
I almost threw my phone as my mouth fell open. I texted my dear friend about it and then messaged a friend who appreciates a good God story who also knows the importance of the Prodigal Son parable in Chrysalis and the power thereof. So we talked and were excited as we saw God working and going before! As I came back in, one of my FCA students, came over to my table and said that she loved FCA and that’s all she does and wanted to know as I said in closing FCA today, how to have a relationship with God. So I started to share the gospel with her until her sister came over and the conversation was put on hold. At that time, my dear friend texted me back about seeing a rainbow appear and how beautifully vibrant it was and how it made her stop in her tracks and behold the beauty of God and be reminded of all of God’s promises to us.
God is up to something! Something big. Something huge and somehow, I get to watch it unfold. I do not know why nor do I know how. But I have a front row seat as God works in the details and moves in ways only known to Him and I have to be faithful in what He has given me and in the ability to see Him pursue us and pursue those He loves. Is it not grand, that God chooses to allow us, His creation, to watch Him work and show off in our lives? He is doing this all the time, but we fail to realize it and behold it as we should, not just merely writing it off as happenstance or a coincidence. May our eyes be opened to behold the Lamb of God, as He moves, and works for His good and His glory!
“Oh the overwhelming, never-ending, reckless love of God. Oh it chases me down fights ’til I’m found leaves the ninety-nine. I couldn’t earn it I don’t deserve it, still You give Yourself away. Oh the overwhelming, never-ending reckless love of God!”